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This modern love

Just got home from school, it wasn’t as bad as i imagined, all tough i only attended two classes today, and i should have stayed for all the 8 hours in school, but i didn’t feel like sleeping there. I’m gessing that i can make it trough this last year in highschool, good thing they’re a lot of parties going on, amd anyways, my classmates know me like this. So What’s this gotta do with love? Kind of nothing, just that i’ve started listening to Bloc Party, and i’m starting to question my sexuality. (joke)
But, nowadays it’s all fucked up, regarding boy girl stuff, and my ways seem to be outdated. Doesn’t anyone like romance? good old fashion romance???

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Some things never change

It’s september, so at this hour, about ten, everything is all dark, i can’t sleep, alltough i’ve got school tomorow. it’s so sad. It’s all i could think about these days… and i’ve missed up on some really cool toughts, just now i realise that people are subtle, and i was so worried about tomorow, that i couldn’t see things that were right in front of me.

And now i’m sitting on my dirty balcony and listening to snow patrol ( i know, it’s lame, but i like it, and hopefully it will get me to sleep), and after i click on the shiny “create post” button i’m gonna start up 3ds max and drain my disappointment.

OK, i’m being emo, or just bored, or i son’t really know, and i couldn’t care less about what i feel. Makes life easier for me.

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And so it begins

When everybody leaves, and the house it’s empty, you can scream without someone asking what the fuck? After all the parties, and all the shit in this town, i find myself on this messed up balcony, smoking a cigarette, and listening to alkaline trio - crawl again and again. Kind of sad.

These last two days were… not as i imagined, and mostly because of me. Maybe i sould have been a bit more lively, or a bit more quiet, or just different.